It is almost as far - the 2010 only takes a few hours. I sit at my desk, so at the place where I have the last few weeks I think something almost spent too much time. And I feel bound to give me some thoughts on this year, which is now fast approaching its end.
Actually, I have no desire to, because if we are honest to ourselves, we will "reflect" unconscious quickly once with "regret" the same. We wonder why certain things have happened and not others, why our last year's resolutions is not implemented and why we have taken various decisions. If only we had only ... And with this I would just not even begin. I can only say that I have. And I did not. I can change anything. I can make maybe, make several things differently in 2011 than 2010 and also that I will behave in different situations differently than I did it this year, but let's face it - for something I do not need a year. A good resolution should be implemented within 48 hours after the initial idea - otherwise there will rarely ever do so. So, no: next year I train disciplined. Next year, I eat different. Next Year, I think anyone who annoyed me, the other cheek ... next year, but today I let it rip again.
No, that was never my thing, and it will not now be so. Instead, I let my year pass in review and call me all the impressions of memory I could collect on my way through the last twelve months. Was allowed and some had to.
no matter what the triggers in me and how I would like to formulate the - I realize quickly once that any songwriter already had similar thoughts, and these well a lot when I put it on paper. Just think of "Caledonia" by Dougie MacLean: "I have moved and I kept on moving, proved the points that I needed proving, Lost the friends that I needed losing, found others on my way ... "- it would be nice if I could find similar words, but it comforts me a little that others have done it before me because that tells me:... no matter how bad my problems are sometimes published, I am not the first who had it so we are never alone And it's worth it not, to quarrel with fate, for besides that depletes us and tired, we have nothing like this.
Next year will bring with it much. I know now that I will have moments where I feel free will, where I will be so happy that I can not even describe approximate. And I'll be devastated, before any fragments of a dream or an idea and want me to ask how should it go further. I will experience days when the time is running out too quickly and which ones, where the clock seems to stand still. I'll laugh and cry, I will be peaceful and angry - as it was every year before. In 2010. And although you my last weeks corresponded to anything else than my ideals I can say is really for me to feel so good. I can still pursue my dream job, have a boss, a coach and work colleagues that I would not trade never have a roof over their head and enough to attract and tired I will also (usually - but I am now even a glutton and I am too). In itself, I lead a life that I can only be grateful - and I am sure that many other equally is when they are honest with themselves once
Maybe that would be a resolution for Over the next year a little more grateful to go through life and to remain honest with themselves - much more is needed, then the year 2011, just leave, as described above. With all that goes with it.
like the end and finally this year I have here a Title to share with you, expressing to me very much. I take my leave of you for the year 2010 and gratefully say: We had it all, we had the best of times - we had a life that dreams are made of!
slips well - and see you next year!
Sincerely,
Fabian
